Tuesday night

I did not write this morning was very sore.  I got my new pills an they seem to help more but it is the first day that I have taken them so I will find out.  I talked to some friends an both my mom an dad so that is always nice.  I am not so depressed today which is a good thing but I still worry an I have been trying to find ways to make myself stop but that is easier said then done same with the pain.  I try not to think about it put it in the back of my head but it does not always work that way.  But even though I get depressed there is one think that I have to say I would never hurt my self ever.  I do not think that is right an I am to strong I will not give in like that.  But any way I had a good day that was nice but these pills make my head a little funny so I am off an will write more tomorrow. <3 Tena